Ever have the feeling that you don’t have control of things?

I compare it to lots of paper planes flying around you. You observe the whooshing sounds, you observe the patterns of flight, but you can’t concentrate enough to count how many planes there are or even the directions in which they are travelling…

What direction do I take, what do I really want to do, and the biggest question of them all – “What if”….

I’m in a disconnected state at the moment, just like this post.

The only thing that feels comforting right now is the ‘Smooth Jazz’ radio channel …